Emerald daily 1

When everything was over, and you returned home, Cael disappeared for a long time.
You used to love the nights before.
At night, on the next morning, you would eat the strawberry toast he had prepared for you.
So now you don't like it anymore - after all, Cael is not here, and you won't smell the toast's fragrance.
You suddenly miss him.
Why?
Since your mother's death, Cael has been taking care of you, probably because you're used to it... is that all?
You recall the gardenia flower, even when you stood against him, he still wished you a peaceful sleep. If taking care of you is just a task, does he really need to do it to this extent?
...
Confused, breathless, fortunate, and eager. You don't know how to describe your current feelings, but one thing is certain - you really want to see him - Cael - right now.