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║🙧🙤║🞘 ❧ You May Call me 'Luther'
║🙧🙤║🞘 ❧ It is appropriate to say of me that 'I love all thi-
║🙧🙤║🞘 ngs Germany related.' This may become cringeworthy
║🙧🙤║🞘 at times.
║🙧🙤║🞘 I am very fond of fashion from the first half of the
║🙧🙤║🞘 20th century. This may become cringeworthy at times.
║🙧🙤║🞘 I am a fan of Victorian, Rococo, Baroque, and
║🙧🙤║🞘 Medieval art. This may become cringeworthy at times.
║🙧🙤║🞘 I love popular anime art styles from the early 2000s
║🙧🙤║🞘 to early 2010s.
║🙧🙤║🞘 I am to some capacity what is referred to as a
║🙧🙤║🞘 'lolicon.' I feel ashamed because of this.
║🙧🙤║🞘 I can speak and write some Chinese, and have an
║🙧🙤║🞘 albeit poor recognition of Japanese syllables, though
║🙧🙤║🞘 I can't speak it.
║🙧🙤║🞘 If you couldn't tell, I am, to an unhealthy extreme,
║🙧🙤║🞘 in love with excessively fancy formatting
║🙧🙤║🞘 pls help <(>_< <)
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Me: https://imgur.com/a/GgTHcYW
deviantart: www.deviantart.com/midlemanfff3301
www.deviantart.com/mdmloote
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日本語
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私はドイツに関連するすべてが大好きです
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20世紀前半のファッションが大好きです。
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私はビクトリア朝、ロココ、バロック、中世の芸術のファンで
す。
(Victorian，Roccoco, Baroque, Medieval)
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私は２０００年代初頭から２０１０年代初頭まで人気のあるア
ニメアートスタイルが大好きです。
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私はちょっと「ロリコン」です
(lolicon)
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私は中国語を少し話せたり書いたりできますし、
時々日本語の音節を認識できますが、日本語は話
せません。
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私がしているいくつかのことは、しわがれを引き起こします
(cringe)
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あなたが言うことができなかったならば、私はそれが不健康で
ある程度に過度に派手なフォーマットが好きです。助けてくだ
さい
<(>_< <)
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(google translate)
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中文
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你可以叫我「路德」
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我真爱与德国有关的事情。
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我真的很喜欢２０世纪上半叶的时尚。
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我是（维多利亚时代的、洛可可、巴洛克、中世纪）美术的粉丝
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(Victorian，Roccoco, Baroque, Medieval)
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我喜欢从２０００年代初到２０１０年代初流行的动漫艺术风格
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我有点像「萝莉控」。我为此感到羞耻。
(lolicon)
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我做的一些事情是令人畏惧的。
(cringe-worthy)
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我会说会写一些中文，虽然我不会说日语，但对日语音节的识别
能力很差。
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如果你说不出来，我喜欢过于花哨的格式。
pls help <(>_< <)
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(google translate)
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（我的知识）

20210815
二〇二一〇八一五

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Confessions

I am in love with overwhelmingly strong, giddiness inducing emotions. Doki Doki heart-throbbing if you will.
I love to run and dance and exercise. I love being in nature.
I find attractiveness/appeal in the conformity of a persons body to strict geometry and balance. I literally can almost never be be attracted to an unclothed real human. I will find their clothes, hair, and makeup attractive but my needlessly idealized and exaggerated expectations in their bodies are impossible to replicate.
I inhabit a vastly out of the norm combination of perspectives, or rather, interpretations on those perspectives.
Despite imagery in some of my drawings being taboo, potentially inflammatory, I still attempt to be a 'global ally.' I (at least try to) understand how and why, even if only on a surface level, said things can be upsetting. I won't attack you if you do find/express it being concerning.

Concerning 'Lolicon,' (highschool anime girls).
Pedophilia, even when 'reduced to' being Intently fictionalized, is inherently wrong, I won't pretend otherwise.
As said prior I am more attracted to the appearance of cartoon girls than real girls/women. I find the body shape of highschool anime girls to be more aptly conforming to the 'ideal attractive geometry' than real women.
My brain, did and still does, fantasize, a lot, where my thoughts are in my own world almost. Even before learning of sex, I, just like almost anyone, had what amounted to 'sexual' thoughts when fantasizing alone, even when I was a toddler. An example of juvenile 'sexual storymaking' is the whole, "If we make eye contact I'll get pregnant!" thing. When I was 6-7, I was under the impression that in terms of attraction, the common consensus was that Highschool girls are the peak of prettiness/sexiness (I had no idea what sex was or any laws surrounding it), and was thusly surprised at 12-14 when I found that westerners are more interested (for good reasons) in 'less than peak-performance-pretty' older women.
I am also infatuated with strong overwhelming emotions, thus I am vigorously in love with unrealistically strong and unmitigated tenderly love, thus cartoon highschool loli-love 'perfectly idealized' with little soft bodies is overwhelmingly cute, pretty, and attractive. Something so averse is a foolish, naive, and evil thing to expect in the real world, which is why I fill my 'craving' with fiction instead. After all, fictional Highschool/MiddleSchool anime girls are inherently good at emulating something equally fictional.
It is only with animation, drawings, by suspending the burdens of physical reality, and drawing emotions directly from the abstract source can something so impossible be even remotely represented purely, where it exists in its own fantastical vacuum outside of the real world and its consequences and without the requisite ills tied to it.
Pedophilia, even when 'reduced to' being Intently fictionalized, is inherently wrong, I won't pretend otherwise. It would be better if my brain/heart/b*lls didn't crave something so perverse, but it remains all the same.

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